i remember when i first saw myself in the mirror one morning - nah.. not the regular glimpse & focus - when i seen "me" for the first time as the new person that i am now - with seeing that i seen a face that i couldn't make out, but it was whispered to me that that person would be my other/better half.
so nowadays, i'm locked & intune with my other/better half to a point when i know when to & when not to move on certain things. its just a connection that i seem to see that we have. this IS a forever thing the way i see & feel about it.
i've been having these drum patterns in my head that create these craaazy colors that i've never seen myself create before. its like, the joints that i'm seeing are leading to this story that i'm in right now but for the most part, i'm no longer a main character.. sounds unreal but its kinda how God wants us to be - because its not about us, its about God.. so its not about me, its about her & how she feels & what SHE needs from me, whether i can supply it or not..
& the music that i listen to disconnects me from this world of entrapment, into a world of free reign with my mind & heart.. a place where i've roamed solely by myself since i was the only one who really understood that particular place.. until i seen her floating in between her world(s).. & i grabbed her hand & pulled her closer to me & just vowed to never lose that connection.
yeah, once again, another blog about my girl, but so what?
"..some people don't get the flowers while they can still smell 'em.." - Kanye West
i just want her to know that i see what she sees before she sees it sometimes & with her heart as warm as it is, i can feel it when she's feeling it within herself..
"..and the two will be one; So they are no longer two but one." - Mark 10:8 (GWT)
*Ace
