Thursday, October 14, 2010

Foundation.

once again, i apologize for the lack of posts. since i've turned my blog into something more personal, alot more personal events have taken place.. packed my bags back in June & left VA & 4 & a half months later, imma be packing everything up once again to move BACK to the very place i thought i was tired of.

the Bible says "be faithful over a few things" & thats something thats taken me a little while to understand.. basically because i have a want to exceed expectations.. wanting to do more than what the average person can handle & handle it all well. maybe the Lord wanted me to slow down to see alot more things & have me deal with ME first, BEFORE dealing with all these other people that i'm going to dealing with soon. you can't help someone else until you help yourself.. but the way i look at certain things, you can't help yourself UNTIL you help someone else. may not be a clear theory to alotta people but this world is powered on a dollar & everyday, getting fueled less & less by love.

i'm going to be heading back to Virginia to hopefully start fresh on alotta things, personal & business wise, hoping to reconstruct my foundation on better organized principles, morals & basics - hoping to see everyone come January 2011 that kicked me while i was down this year when that time comes. i hope those same people have learned anything new when i see them again & respect my smile. i say thank you to the people that have been a support system through my surgery, ups & downs & just being genuine. you are greatly appreciated.

see ya'll soon.
*Ace

Saturday, October 2, 2010

By Myself.

thats pretty much how it goes for me on the regular.. i've watched 60 days go by & i think i'm the only thats changed. the environment around me hasn't let up around me but i guess i'm still dreaming if i think/believe that it ever will. i don't dream much either so, i don't know how to call it, lol.
..its aight though. my time is almost up with this knee surgery recovery.. phase 2 is about to start. i already know who's ready.. & thats nobody.

*Ace