Friday, November 27, 2009

Thanksgiving 2009.

this year for Thanksgiving, i got the chance to cook & be by myself. now, alotta people reading that line thought either i don't have any family, have a messed up family or that i'm just anti-social. 2 out of 3 aint bad.

i've got family but i really don't have a "family". my past isn't the most glamourous nor the most perfect but i'm thankful to have gone through the things that i have gone through to be who i am now. i wish my grandmother was still alive. i think i woulda spent a week UP to Thanksgiving with her & cooked with her at her house.

i'm thankful for my abilities that i have, the talent that i possess, even though i was wish it was as sharp as it should be. i'm thankful for all the close friends i have (very small list; you know your names) & i'm thankful for having such a beautiful girlfriend, to keep me leveled, driven & comforted. i love you babe. next year its me & you for Thanksgiving.

i thank God that i'm breathing & even though one of my legs isn't 100% percent, i'm still standing. i don't what it is He's trying to show me or teach me but umm, i've only got one leg left, haha. i hope He understands that even when i'm not physically praying, that he reads my mind & knows my heart. i'm a simple man, looking for simple answers that lead me to my riches & rewards. i'm close but i know there's something i'm not doing but if He shows me, in due time, i WILL execute.




peace & love. /// *Ace