you're the first thing i think about in the morning& the last thing at night.. when i'm taking a shower, when i'm closing a business deal, when i'm eating.. & what i think about most is how much this smile represents US, not so much just ME.. i think God knew what he --- no.. God KNEW what he was doing when he sent you to me because it was a reason that i was sent to you.i think about everything thats tried to break me & deface who i am & try to show people who i really am. in those steps, i see you in some of the same situations - so charge the bland comments & gestures to my mind, never my heart because i truly care about you, Brianna.
i think you're the best thing to ever happen to me & thats why i decided to move past the difficulties that were waged amongst us. it aint easy because its all fresh but i thought to myself; ..if i'm serious about her... like, if i really give in to the Devil, then i really can't say i love you the way i do.. but everyone knows thats a complete lie. they see it when they look at me. so much of you is seen through me through others that its ridiculous.. but i'm not gonna let one thing destroy this sht. yeah, mistakes happen. you weigh it, you handle it, you move on. only the small minded idiots dwell on it.i want you to be standing next to me years from now, standing in our success, whether it BE small or large.. i'm not 100% percent but you knew that straight up coming into this.. & i told you that this part of my life is gonna be a rebuilding stage & that if you couldn't understand, handle or respect it, to not waste your time.
..but you accepted the challenge & that has me loving you 100 times more because with that, you let me know that you're genuinely for me; for who i am.. just like i'm for you & for who you are..
i can't breathe a breath with out seeing your face in the glitches of my mind.. i can't take a step without seeing me & you walking together.. i miss you like hell, but i know its only gonna get better & better as these years go by because soon, you'll have me all to yourself & i'll have YOU all to myself. no, i don't think i'm perfect but you sure as hell make me convinced, seeing that i've got to be CLOSE to perfection, seeing that YOU'RE already there & BEEN there for some time now.. you're so beautiful, babe. i don't need nothing else (well my phone & external hard drive & some headphones lol) but other than that i don't need sht else.. all i want is you, Brianna. always AND forever. thats what we said, right? *smiles*
"Bria's Interlude" /// Drake feat. Omarion