Clarification.

..lately, the things of which i see & experience daily, seem to be too repetitive.. i'm kind of tired of waking up in the morning & what i wake up to isn't what i've just dreamed about.

i wanna go to Tokyo but i don't think imma come back if i do.. but then again, do i really want to? if i go to Chi-City again, i know imma end up just staying there & live.. for some reason the west coast is calling me but ummm, i aint tryna get banged on by some punks in blue or red just because i'm wearing black.. shame, isn't it?

if i were to go overseas, Tokyo wouldn't be the only place i'd like to be - London, Nice (France), Barcelona, Monacco (French Riveria) or Berlin are choices that i've always loved.

..i just want things to make a little more damn sense & when you're not getting those answers from people & things around you, you tend to become a little salty.. see, you can think until you can't think anymore, but if there's no action or no understanding from the other end, what were really fighting for..?


i idolize Superman on alotta grounds because even when he wasn't paid any mindor hated on, he still stood strong & did what he was ordained to do.. but see, Superman still had a heart, feelings & still grew mentally tired. he wasn't human, but then he was.. odd.

so when they say "..Superman is dead." - i wonder if he died from being mentally tired.. spiritually tired.. i don't know. some things just don't make sense right now & with all the music in the world, i don't think this is gonna be easy.

*Ace