i learned today that the more that you try to make literal sense of what people's motives are, the less you get in response. i found out today that i can do nothing but laugh at some of the things dudes do & say.. them knowing they know the answers to the questions that i ask & understand the logic i explain to plans that they clearly don't want to honor, UNLESS its completely benefiting them. its almost like its nothing but a game to them.. its like, the more i laugh, the more THEY laugh & i see more of themselves written on their faces. i learned later in the day that people seek ways & outlets of comfort & attention & some go as far as sheer ignorance to do so. its funny because those acts of ignorance show more intelligence of that person than if it were for the right things - amazing. i wonder alotta times do people look in the mirror when they smile, as i do - cause sometimes i need an answer that only a smile that i see, can answer.. but with the smiles that i see.. smh.. most of them say so much more than what people say to me. body language in general tells me more than words can from a person.. most of what a person says outta their mouth is fabricated.. so why believe what you say when what you're doing is gonna tell me more? *kanyeshrug*
i get the statement all the time of me "being too honest with hardly ever really saying much".. *pauses* ...i think imma actually honor that from now on, more seriously..*Ace
