Friday, January 22, 2010

2010.22.01

nah, i honestly DON'T know why my mind works the way it does.. or why its consistently prosecuted as being the lesser of any equation that i am added to. i look myself in the mirror every morning & just --- stare.. i take long looks at myself but i stopped asking this question a looong time ago: who am i? - i've been given the answers to that question a long time ago.


i think i can sit & write all day long but if there's no action, what good is for me to continue to script my thoughts? i'm always wondering about who's gonna care as much as i would, or who's gonna see as much as i see, or even listen long enough to construct an answer or opinion that suits the statements i may make or questions i may ask, in the best way. i gotta stop that.. there's something thats about to happen & i believe there's a lot of people that aren't going to be ready for the outcome. there's alotta questions that'll be answered & alotta true colors/hearts will be shown.


the sad thing about what i just stated is, i DON'T know what it is.. i just feel it.. i see the drum patterns working themselves.. i see too much blue mixing with green. as always i just really wish i didn't see things before they manifest.. & with that, understanding me is like trying to understand the government. *finishes drink, leaves chair*





*Ace