i said i wasn't going to be blogging for a while but when thoughts come to mind, they gotta get out. i was told to write everything down when it happens/spawns, so that's just what i've been doing.. that way, at the end of it all, i can speak about it all as one big fairytale. to be honest, the last few months are trying to clear up up but its been nothing more than a blur.. certain parts of the last 2-3 months are no more than figures.. bodies with no faces.. sheets of paper with writings on them but its so blurry that i can't make out the figures. what i've found though, is that with those things being blurry, the things that matter the most or mean the most have been getting clearer & clearer for the last several weeks. i was looking at the world around me with just a naked eye, when i had been taught long time ago how to look at things with a more complex eye.. so once i return to the world that YOU know, i'll be purposely refreshed, rewired & reinvented. *Ace
