i haven't really been blogging like i'm suppose to but this knee surgery HAS put me back on alotta things, so i apologize to my readers & followers of this blog & my work. thus far into getting myself back to 100%, i've realized & seen more & more each day that everyone & everything isn't & aren't what or who they seem. inevitably, i won't have to put up with some of the very things i was trying to get away from, too much longer but when you're pretty much stationary, time is slow & CAN be painful, as i've been experiencing. right now i have plans for a new set of moves, with the consideration of my knee. i vowed that i'll take my time with alotta things & discontinue trying to satisfy others before myself, thinking that if i DO satisfy them FIRST, that everything will be okay for me.. sorta like tryna kill 2 birds with 1 stone.. in this case, the birds didn't die & now i have a 4-6 month injury to care for that no one but me & my girlfriend really cares about. i thank God for her right now 'cause i truly believe i'd give up on alot if it wasn't for her. the plans i have ready & willing to set in motion will probably once again has me lose a little more but its nothing new to me.. my peace of mine is more important, along with my health.
i've observed once again how people will show you exactly what time it is & sure enough WILL kick you while you're down, while looking the other way, screaming that it isn't them thats doing the wrong.. its amazing how i can see & hear change in one's eyes & one's voice.. actions speak louder than words. so with that, imma take my own advice.. *puts fingers over lips; fades*
*Ace
